oh study week :-|

salam,
bermula sudah study week.. plan pada awalnye tak mau stay kt rumah time study week. kononnye nk study kt bilik je (kolej keris mas, ukm).. so, igt blk rumah hari jumaat, hari ahad balik ukm. tetapi saya sudah berada dirumah sampai ke hari ini.. maka dengan itu, saya mahu mintak maaf la disini kepada sahabat saya sebab tidak dapat melaksanakan janji yang telah terpatri seminggu yang lepas.. sesungguhnya saya mempunyai sebb dan alasan yang kukuh.dan sesungguhnya saya hanya mampu merancang.
ingin saya jelaskan disini apa yang berlakunye..

1. pada malam ahad tu, saya dah sampai pun ukm sebenarnya. tapi sayangnya budak aras saya sorang pon tak balik lagi. tambahan pula parents saya brpe kali tanya asal balik cepat sangat.. so memandangkan saya agak tak berani nak dok sorang2, saya pon call ayah suruh tunggu saya kemas barang untuk balik.. then saya pon balik la rumah balik pada malam yang sama..
2. pada malam ahad tu, saya call member saya yang janji nk stay kolej time study week ni.. nak tanya lah dia balik ukm bila kan. dia pon cakap nak balik selasa. then, saya pon bercadang balik ukm hari selase.. tibe2, dapat mesej dari sorang classmate saya yang cakap " anis, tak jadi la g ptsl sebab bas takde." saya pun  reply la " then study kt bilik aku jela?" tp, kawan saya tu tak reply, so saya pon assume dia reject my invitation. huhu. . dan saya pon tak jadi la balik ukm malam selase tu..
3. masa hari rabu pulak, tak jadi balik sebab my dad balik keje lambat. then postpone on the next day which is thursday.
4. but, in this morning, i just got call from my dad. he asked me is must for me for going back to ukm today? so, i pon jwb la kalau tak hari ni bile? sbtu ayah g johor.. then my dad ckp dye tak jadi g johor.. he got another fmly plan this saturday. so i pon decide balik ukm sabtu ni.. so tu la ceritanye... harap korang dapat maafkan saya yang mungkir janji ni..

p.s: ini adalah jadual exam saya. doakan saya dan rakanrakan ye 

owh perasaan..

salam,

bila tiade tempat untuk meluahkan perasaan, di sini la luahan hati di rangkaikan..

kosongnye rase hati hari ni..bermacam di fikiran untuk diluahkan.sedih bila membuat langkah yang salah. sedih bila fikiran berfikir bukan2, sedih bila apa yg bukan2 itu hampir menjadi betul..susahnya nak minta seseorang faham diri ini. mudahnye mereka memandang keburukan dari yang baik. mungkin ini balsan atas dose ku yang silam..mungkin ini adalah pengajaran buat diri ni...diri ini tidak sempurna baik dari luaran mahu pun dalaman. seringakali itu yang kusalah kan apabila dilanda kusut..ya Allah, malu nye diri ini untuk menghadap Mu..tenangkanlah hati hambaMu ni ya-Allah.. 

didalam fikiran hanye tuhan yang tahu betape aku sgt memikirkan die..lindungilah die yaAllah..berikanlah yang terbaik untuk diri ini dan lindungilah ku dalam membuat keputusan...

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excel assignment :)

excel assignment.

alahai :)

smile :)

salam,
   
          morning :) hope you will starting your day with the smiley face without feeling tired or boring in continuing  your life.Although you are facing much trouble n problem, believe me, with smile you can reduce it a little; perhaps. There are some quotes that i could find about smile. hope, by reading it, it can make your day better. happy reading :)
“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.” 
― Dr. Seuss
“Peace begins with a smile..” 
― Mother Teresa
“And then he gives me a smile that just seems so genuinely sweet with just the right touch of shyness that unexpected warmth rushes through me.” 
― Suzanne Collins, The Hunger Games
“Everytime you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing.” 
― Mother Teresa
“I was smiling yesterday,I am smiling today and I will smile tomorrow.Simply because life is too short to cry for anything.” 
― Santosh Kalwar, Quote Me Everyday

“If you're reading this... 
Congratulations, you're alive. 
If that's not something to smile about, 
then I don't know what is.” 
― Chad Sugg, Monsters Under Your Head

“You can only hold a smile for so long, after that it's just teeth.” 
― Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters

“If I saw you hitchhiking, I’d smile and return your thumb’s up, just for you doing such a great job of being a positive roadside influence.” 
― Jarod Kintz

“Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy.” 
― Thich Nhat Hanh

“Oh no. Don't smile. You'll kill me. I stop breathing when you smile.” 
― Tessa Dare, A Lady of Persuasion

“If you have only one smile in you, give it to the people you love. Don't be surly at home, then go out in the street and start grinning 'Good morning' at total strangers.” 
― Maya Angelou

“Laugh, even when you feel too sick or too worn out or tired. 
Smile, even when you're trying not to cry and the tears are blurring your vision. 
Sing, even when people stare at you and tell you your voice is crappy. 
Trust, even when your heart begs you not to. 
Twirl, even when your mind makes no sense of what you see. 
Frolick, even when you are made fun of. Kiss, even when others are watching. Sleep, even when you're afraid of what the dreams might bring. 
Run, even when it feels like you can't run any more. 
And, always, remember, even when the memories pinch your heart. Because the pain of all your experience is what makes you the person you are now. And without your experience---you are an empty page, a blank notebook, a missing lyric. What makes you brave is your willingness to live through your terrible life and hold your head up high the next day. So don't live life in fear. Because you are stronger now, after all the crap has happened, than you ever were back before it started.” 
― Alysha Speer

“It's so curious: one can resist tears and 'behave' very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer... and everything collapses. ” 
― Colette

“Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad.” 
― Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

“When I first saw you I fell in love and you smiled because you knew.” 
― William Shakespeare

“It only takes a split second to smile and forget, yet to someone that needed it, it can last a lifetime. We should all smile more often.” 
― Steve Maraboli, Life, the Truth, and Being Free

“If I can see pain in your eyes then share with me your tears. If I can see joy in your eyes then share with me your smile.” 
― Santosh Kalwar
p.s: for more quotes, you can visit smile :)

oh coklat !

salam,
Hari ni ade kelas pukul 8.. pukul 5.50 pagi lagi sidia dah kejot an..tp tido balik.hee..pkul 6.20 baru bangun untuk solat. lepas solat, tido lagi.. (memang kuat tido la kan ^ ^) pastu pkul 7 bru la bangun untuk mandi..tkot nk mndi awl2 sbnrnye, sbb mereka mereka kt cni sume bgn lmbt.. saje nk bgtw sye bgn awl kan..he he :p
bile da mndi sume, perut ni pon mintak makan.. sye pon capai la coklat dlm beg mknan tu.. mmg untungla kan pagipagi da makan coklat. kenyang mmg la kenyang, tp kt kelas asek kua masuk toilet je..penat la kot.jadinye lapar balik. bnde ni mcm leh jadi alsan la kan for not going the next class. ngee.. mmg tak g pon..plus, tkot tak fokus je dlm kelas nnt.. :)